15 cartridges...do 0r die

From the very 1st day of my r0tati0n at 0ral surgery department i have been afraid of diagn0sing the diseases.To me diagn0sing is not just a piece of cake,unlike others,who enjoy while diagnosing, i have this fear which terrorizes me whenever i m 0n a diagnosis chair with some patient..

Apart from misdiagnosing the diseases,i also have the fear of 'dealing' with the patients.I m very good at socializing with people.but m worst at managing the patients in pain.telling them that we cant extract their painful tooth and cant relief them of the excruciating pain, is just so cruel.and i never wanted to be an implacable dental surgeon.

As far as i believe,dental surgeons cannot negotiate with the patients ,its a do or die situation.i cannot return the patients with malady , i cannot tell them that i cannot treat them and bring their misery to an end..m sure that its in our hand to heal the patients and not send them back with some useless placebos.

anyway..i hope i suceed in letting this fear go 0ff 0f me...n one day i will own a clinic where i dont have to send the sufferer back by telling him that i dont have enough cartridges of L/A ,so come back laters!

such an ass i m!